Jax Taylor Admits He Was Terrified to Leave Rehab, Relied on Structure

Jax Taylor says he didn’t want to go to rehab … but, once he was in, he never wanted to leave — because it gave his life crucial structure.

The reality television star posted a clip from Friday’s episode of the “When Reality Hits with Brittany and Jax” podcast … admitting he was super scared to get, clean originally hating the whole experience.

After a few days though, JT says his mindset changed — and, by the end he worried about going back to the world outside rehab … bawling his eyes out when it was finally time.

Obviously, Taylor did come back to society … and, it’s been a rough few weeks — with the star looking pretty down while filming the show with his ex, Brittany Cartwright recently.

Plus, Brittany filed for divorce a couple weeks ago … officially pulling the plug on their five-year marriage. Bascially, it hasn’t been easy for Jax since getting out of in-patient treatment.